March the 16th 2010
It's been a long long time ever since I touched this blog of mine.
It's not that I've abandon it, given the thought that it's been with me for yrs..
But...i felt like keeping those entries to myself instead.
Suddenly felt like whining to myself though.
Somewhere that I can poured out all my thoughts/comments/feelings into then get back to reality
with an empty mind ready to face the challenges once more.
*Peeps through the last entry*
it's a sad / frightening / heartbreaking entry.
But these few mths, surprisingly we are still happily attached.
Boyfriend treasured me just as much as i did. or more.
Mr J finally got a girlfriend for himself but yet.. somehow I could feel that he's not as happy as
when he likes me. xD
Alright. I know i'm boosting lah but i could feel it, u know?
If Boyfriend didn't learnt to treasure me, things might turn out differently now.
Seriously speaking, I might be engaged with Mr J and preparing to get married leh! *CHEY!*
As I said, Boyfriend and I had been through lots. and lots of pressure / problems,
we r still in one piece though *CHEY x 2*
But the frightening part is that I find that I've changed. alot in fact.
Reality makes us changed alot. Office Politics made me changed.
Office Re-structuring costed us to change and we are in the midst of it though.
Struggling still.
Hope that this yr can pass fast fast as it's not been a gd yr for me yet. =<
Kay. I better start to exercise now.
Byeeee~~
Berry.
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