Saturday, February 16, 2008
Some words for Dinosaur...(although the receiver might not be able to view it anyway..)
Quoted from Dinosaur's profile:
"i'm leaving. without any reasons, and i don't know why. and too, don't ask me why. i'm feeling sick and tired of all this, how i could wish i'm a guy that can easily give up things doesn't belong to me. everything gotta go forward ahead. things have done will not be able to be the same again. prolonged. if there's any way to numb myself, i'll try it all out. the pain of body art, the illustion of alcohol, the release of fear. thanks for guiding me this period of time, Jas. i'm no more the old self that all know before. neither the self i used to be now. i'm a sophisticated, full of confusions. does the word "LOVE" exist? the feeling from parents? from friends? from the one that important to you? it's reali weird. sigh. jus look forward to what i can do and i have now. reali so tired. gimme abit more time to find out what else left in life, after all this, i be able to with you all soon. ."I'm real sorry if I can't be there always for you as a friend but.. U got to be strong urself too okay? By numbing urself through smoking or drinking can only last you for A WHILE. So what if you can be drunk this min? Somehow... hours later, you will find yourself awake again with the SAME OLD problems still there waiting for you to solve, isnt it so?
You can escape from them for mins, hours or even days BUT will you escape from them for a lifetime? No.. Be brave! True friends will always be there for you if you believe in them. = )
Next. LOVE...
although you might not get "any" Love during ur childhood, but tat doesnt mean you WON'T get any now or in the future right? Feel with ur heart, I believe somehow the Love is there and always will. .Got to understand that elders arent like us. U can't expect them to change just like dat.. some pple.. can't adapt to changes for a lifetime in fact. What to do?! We got to accept it and maybe try to accept this fact. U can't choose ur parents BUT u can choose to be happy or sad when u see them everyday. They can't be with you forever. Learn to Love them more even though they might not really know how to shower their love on u.
Well.. Love from friends. . Well. I don't really know ur circle of friends so what I can say is..
u got to wait for ur TRUE friends to arrive if they havent. = P
And I think... the way of u showering ur love on a ger isnt really correct lah. The one who truly loves you, wont let you spend money on unnecessary items but instead she will walk with u hand in hand through this down phrase of ur life. I'm not trying to say wooing a ger doesn't need money BUT the ger will be happy no matter what you buy for her. Be it a lil card or wadever loh.
Just DON'T be so SILLY and spend too much on gers. (u r too soft hearted already)
叶瑞伊, 加油喔!你一定行的.
PS: Mum's rushing me to slp! !
With Lotsa Love..
小虎妹(*^^*)v
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