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Friendship... Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Sometimes i wonder if friendship is dat fragile.... i've quite a few broken terribly ones since pri sch till now.. maybe i didnt maintain it properly...the worst one was ard 2/3 yrs ago when i juz finished my O's n havin my holidays...
She wasn't my close fren den till i often visited her workin place after work as i've got nothing on after work den as days passed, we became close frens.. at times when i worked morning shift, i would acc her for her n wait for her to knock off after i knocked off... we went walkin ard n crappin... those were the days i treasured...
Then she got a new boyfren..one day hmmx nite i mean she asked mi to acc her take cab to meet him den i agreed...it was juz a short walk ard Northpoint den i left home while they went to continue walkin i tink?!
My fren gave her bf my hp to intro some frens to mi i tink den one day, while i was crappin wif her at her workin place, her bf smsed mi den she's shocked... he didnt knew dat we were together den she kept askin him questions usin my hp n tat nite i acc her after work n asked her not to tink so much...
But they broke up ard less than 1 month due to my fren kept on quarreling wif him. If i didnt forgot the problem, i tink hmmx my fren's workin environment is very relax which means she can kept on playin wif her hp like no one's business as there wun b anione watchin her while her bf nids to concentrate alot durin work n when my fren sent sms to him for maybe less than 5mins n he didnt reply, she will start the quarreling thingy n every nite the guy nid to slp early coz his work start ard 5am so he nid energy while my fren's kind of can slp late 1 n every nite they can onli tok to the most ard 1am?! tink she dislike the fact that he didnt haf much time to tok to her and the guy can't stand her temper *dat's wad he told mi* n they broke.....
What's worst is i spent alot of time consolin my fren till she got better n not long after i found out dat she complaint to her bf's guy frens sayin dat i'm the cause of their breakup..... ( --") But den...i pretended dat I didnt know anything cause i didnt wan it to affect our friendship..And things got worst...?!?!?!
I bought a hp frm her company usin the 1st hand price den while i was playin wif my hp the next day after i purchased frm her, i saw 3 photos of a couple which is the pri sch fren of hers she introduced mi ard a wk ago....i was totalli S.T.U.N.N.E.D n couldnt believed my eyes of wad i had saw.. she actualli sold mi a hp dat she opened n played wif it b4..But i told myself maybe she gave the wrong one?!
So the next morning i went there to find her n asked abt the hp wif Guo MaMa
Mi :" ask u huh..all the new hps all never open b4 1 arh?"
Her:" ya lor...can't open else u nid to buy 1.."
Mi:" den mine 1 oso new 1 ?"
Her:" ya lor of coz lar.."
Mi:" u sure?"
Her:" of coz"
Mi:" then y i saw 3 photos of ur pri sch fren n her bf photos inside?"
Her:" huh...how cum got 1...u took for them arh?"
Mi:"........"
I ran out wif eyes red n tears drippin coz she actualli lied without feelin bad.. Guo MaMa say this kind of pple dun nid to bother abt them 1.. I told myself dat i would forget abt it if she told mi honestly dat she played wif it b4 but....the fact disappoint mi badly...Haiz...
I called up the company n spoke to the boss i guess? coz I wanted to request a change of phone..I didnt wan a phone dat whu knows might b touched by pple b4 while i'm usin a 1st hand price to buy it... den the boss agreed to let mi change it but i nid to go back to the place where i bought it in order to change a new one..
Luckily she's off n her colleague helped mi change..Her colleague asked
" y u wan to change the hp huh..?? got wad problems?"
" errrr...."
"say lor i check for u.."
"no lar...is the hp was used by pple 1"
"....!!"
Well i tot things were fine already though i'm still wounded by the lies she said.. But.. 3 days after, i received a call whose number wasn't in my phone list..
it says :" arlow~ i m xx's ex bf's guy fren... i didnt know wad actualli happened lar but hor..wad happened cannot b changed already so...u juz forgive her lar..? hor? ok ?"
Mi : " u didnt know wad happened so... maybe u giv mi time to haf a break frm it?"
It:" cum on lar...u make her lost her bf n u treat her like dat..u know she cried mah?"
Mi:" den did u know how i felt? did u know how mani chances i given her?"
I hanged up.. =...( was wif Guo MaMa den @ the Mac near my sec sch.. den she suddenly appeared n said :" my fren got called u hor...so... wad u wan?"
she appeared guitless n calm...i didnt know wad to say...den Guo MaMa asked her to leave or go away den in front of mi, she called the guy dat previously juz called my hp.
The moment the guy picked up the phone, she cried to him n said she tried to beg for my forgiveness n i still dun wan to forgive her n she realli dun know wad to do..
We were astonished by her "acting skills".. she realli can act well...?! at least to mi is ..
She passed mi the phone n tat guy told mi
:" wah lao..y u like dat 1..pple already ask u to forgive her liao rite? y u die die dun wan to give in?"
"did she? u didnt know c wad happened so i dun tink u can say such words to mi.."

A week after, i was "blacklisted" by the pple in Popular coz her shop is inside Popular. Coz when i walked in, every staff used a weird kind of eyes to stare at mi...Got to know dat my fren tolded everyone there dat i was the cause that she resign but the actual fact is she's afraid to lose face in front of her colleagues by bein fired by her boss (for usin the new hp n haf to pay for it ) n her sch is reopening soon so she can't work...

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